do i need a australian p.r.?
what about me and sau?
how can we establish a family if we've to be apart?

gotta make up my mind

sau proposed to me the other night..ever since we've argued a lot.
tough. and i've been so freaking lazy after our engagement...feel like i don't need any degree or crap like that.
it's supposed to be happy but i don't feel quite like it now.sometimes i feel like sau is just part of my diary. part of my live story. i don't know...

not a good day

skipped class today. was extremely tired and just felt so sleepy.
still haven't got my grade on the first assignment. weird...

ok. gotta study.

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Mood: bored Weather: lousy
Read stuff about media mogul murdoch for my media class. not a very interesting person. well high five for wendi. i mean, having se- with a, um..70 year-old man. good gracious lord. no offence. a tough job. no pun intended.
miss Sau alot. Probably have said that a zillion times.
haven't been working in these two days. gotta catch up. later.

Lazy Sunday Afternoon

It's March 13 already. The first week of school went like a blink.
Today is Sunday. Woke up at one thirty. Got out of bed at two. IH Orientation at three. Came back to my room at four something. Talked to johnny for fifteen mintues..and finally got started. Realizing that I have't done any update. Here you go my very boring and mundane update written on a hot, humid, lazy Sunday afternoon.
I remembered reading someone's blogs and the guy emphasized how important it is to keeping up a journal for postgraduate students. And especially if you're studying in Australia.
Still haven't figured out what i'm taking this semester..and many many more stuff..sigh..miss Sau alot. life is so incomplete without him besides..sigh..but anyway..
I'll be having dinner with some IH folks at seven.
I'll spend this hour or so reading Shipping News. Okay, later.

Well, I'm back in Sydney for another semester.

Fresh air. Very hot. Haven't really gone anywhere but school. Staying in IH almost all the time. Don't want to get tanned.
Miss Sau a lot. Have been thinking about a lot of things. Still clueless about most of the things that we've discussed.
Am I going to stay here? How can I manage myself to -- hold on. phone rings.
Sau called...
(later)
I thought it was Sau who called. That was my family.
Sis just rented a place in Tsing Yi. They ended up not buying a flat after all. That was wise. The property market's riding up the roller coaster and you'll never know when it's going to fall. it's just not worth it.
I mentioned about my down jacket which dad'd bought for me before I went to the states and it ended up, very highly likely, in one of that b.'s closets. Discovered it went missing when I was back to Hong Kong last November, had been finding it everywhere including my home, sau's home and now i'm back to sydney and it's not here neither. i remembered i hadn't brought it to sydney anyway.
Well i'm not too surprised of course. given that we all know too well about that her. But I'M STILL PISSED. and Sau's dad wants to do the tea-giving to that b1tch on OUR WEDDING? Absolutely ridiculous..not in a million years will I ever submit myself to that duplicitous, manipulative, heinous woman!